﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[pm]]></title><description><![CDATA[My views are solely mine.]]></description><link>https://pmlive.substack.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iIbK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F854b2356-7011-4f8d-8aea-d50c350600a3_256x256.png</url><title>pm</title><link>https://pmlive.substack.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Sat, 20 Jun 2026 18:48:42 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://pmlive.substack.com/feed" rel="self" 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don&#8217;t need </em><br><em>praise as such.  </em></p></blockquote><p>You are the anchor <br>and the spray, <br>the calm that swallows <br>harsh dismay.  </p><p>Let the surface  <br>crash and roar,  <br>your depth has  <br>seen it all before. </p><p>Rise or rest, <br>crash or creep&#8230; <br>you&#8217;re the ocean, <br>wide and deep.  </p><p>Not just a wave, <br>not just a crest,  <br>You&#8217;re the whole damn sea, <br>at its best.  </p><div class="pullquote"><p>Author&#8217;s Note </p><p>We often mistake ourselves for our highest moments and our lowest ones. A crest feels like everything&#8230; a trough feels like the end, but neither remains. </p><p><strong>The Whole Damn Sea,</strong> is about the part of us that moves beneath both, the unseen turf of the ocean, the body that carries every rise and every fall. </p><p>Waves are what the world notices. The sea is what keeps them alive. </p><p>So when the wind forgets your name, and the shore forgets your touch, remember that you were never just the wave. </p><p>You were the whole damn sea. </p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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river&#8230;  <br>cold water numbing my feet, <br>I don&#8217;t stop. </p><p>Through the desert, <br>sand swallowing every step, <br>the sun a white fist.  </p><p>I bear my sacred weight of body and soul, <br>no longer walking, <br>just dragging. </p><p>At last, <br>the graveyard gate, <br>rusty, half&#8209;open, <br>waiting. <br>I&#8217;m dead, <br>walking the road <br>to bury what&#8217;s left of me. </p><blockquote><p><em>But the gate isn&#8217;t the end, <br>it&#8217;s just another mountain. </em></p></blockquote><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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<em><strong><br></strong></em>felt like they&#8217;d <br>discovered nothing. </p><blockquote><p><em>That space, <br>that freezing, <strong><br></strong>healing air, <br>the lotus in the damp, <br>glowing still.  </em></p></blockquote><p>The breath&#8230;   <em><strong><br></strong></em>not deep, nor shallow, <br>not fast, just slow.  <br>A quiet anchor <br>that helps me know <br>the world's asleep <br>and I can go. </p><p>I didn&#8217;t search for words <br>or run through tone, <br>they arrived anyway, <br>as time slowed. </p><p>In the gap between <br>one thought <br>and the next, <br>just sitting <br>like hollow&#8230; <br>stillness spoke first. </p><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>Author&#8217;s Note </strong></p><p>In the lonely evening, some thoughts arrive only in still water. 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wide, <br>no lost good name. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>I&#8217;m your chick, <br>your toddler, <br>your own&#8230;  <br>I need your hug, <br>your care, your gentle tone. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>Hey, Mama, look&#8230;  <br>why can&#8217;t you see? <br>I&#8217;m your fierce, free duckling  <br>look at me!  </em></p><p><em>My wings will grow, <br>they&#8217;ll find the sky, <br>I&#8217;ll fly all day, <br>I&#8217;ll learn to try. </em></p><p><em>You see <br>I love you for everything.<br>We share the same roof, <br>the same heart string. </em></p><p><em>I have my own stone, <br>my hidden thorn  <br>but you&#8217;re forever my mom, <br>my warmth, my crown.  </em></p><div class="pullquote"><p>Lots of Love to All the Mothers. You&#8217;re Precious.&#128155;&#128155;&#128155;</p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!d2u4!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fdfca1440-365a-4a1c-a4ff-641fedcb38c5_1200x951.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!d2u4!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fdfca1440-365a-4a1c-a4ff-641fedcb38c5_1200x951.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!d2u4!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fdfca1440-365a-4a1c-a4ff-641fedcb38c5_1200x951.jpeg 424w, 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I came to thrive. </p><p>Four, three, two&#8230; <em><br></em>Why do I bleed into your blue?  <em><br></em>The gaze, the hook, <em><br></em>the love, the lust <em><br></em>I need something to trust.  <em><br></em>Your fragrance&#8230; <em><br></em>are you there, or is it only thirst? </p><blockquote><p><em>Left behind&#8230; just one&#8230;  <br>Wanna join me in this fun?  <br>Still here, not undone.  <br>Newly lit, I have a long run.  <br>You remain there, a barren sun.   <br>Tell me your stories or were there none? </em></p></blockquote><p>Two faces, two fates,  <em><br></em>shifting tides&#8230;  <em><br></em>what thread is there? <em><br></em>It never hides. <em><br></em>Do you call this a &#8216;we&#8217;?  <em><br></em>Or just time circling back to me? </p><p>Hasn&#8217;t the final goodbye been said?  <em><br></em>Hands touched,  <em><br></em>yet the silence spread. <em><br></em>Still, I know you&#8217;ll be there,  <em><br></em>where horizons hold what we never shared.</p><p>That&#8217;s the journey from ten to one&#8230;   <em><br></em>you and me,  <em><br></em>untamed, unnamed <em><br></em>what are we?  <em><br></em>Not love. Not loss. Not memory <em><br></em>just something that refuses to leave.  </p><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>Author&#8217;s Note </strong><br><strong>Countdown to the Untamed</strong>, is a countdown, a race toward an unnamed something that is backward through numbers but forward through feeling. It&#8217;s not about winning or losing. It&#8217;s about the space between heartbeats, where horror and devotion blur. If it unsettles you, good. If it stays with you, better. </p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="pullquote"><p>On the occasion of World&#8217;s Earth Day<em>&#127803;</em></p></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!u1hJ!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fae5e7c24-efbf-4bb8-ab71-7f3ec7bde712_1200x930.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!u1hJ!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fae5e7c24-efbf-4bb8-ab71-7f3ec7bde712_1200x930.jpeg 424w, 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rain I came, <br>Never asking what you&#8217;d claim. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>Soaked in <br>all you chose to pour. <br>Only reaching out for more. </em></p><p><em>Each layer <br>that you placed in me, <br>I stand within your destiny. </em></p><p><em>Turned into <br>roads beneath my feet&#8230; <br>Still make your endless journey incomplete. </em></p><p><em>I am <br>a burden that you bear. <br>These eyes have learned too much to care. </em></p><p><em>My wants <br>grow wild each time I see, <br>Even lost what they were meant to be. </em></p><p><em>This is <br>the fault I shouldn&#8217;t know.  <br>I took from you and let it grow. </em></p><p><em>This is <br>the line I crossed alone.  <br>And carved your giving into stone. </em></p><p><em>I drained <br>you dry without a sound,<br>I tore apart what I had found. </em></p><p><em>Never asking <br>what loss you faced&#8202;&#8230; <br>And left your kindness stripped, displaced. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>Oh life!   <br>I stood in borrowed rain. <br>I feel the weight,   <br>I feel the stain. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>Now empty  <br>skies fall back on me&#8202;, &#8202;<br>Of all I took so carelessly. </em></p><p><em>You are <br>the stubborn pulse I keep. <br>No other wish runs half as deep. </em></p><p><em>The only   <br>truth I choose to feel&#8202;. <br>No other presence feels as real. </em></p><p><em>With you,   <br>I belong somewhere&#8202;. <br>Without you, I dissolve to air.</em> </p><p><em>A fragment <br>shaped within your whole. <br>A fading outline with no soul. </em></p><p><em>I fear   <br>the harm I&#8217;ve left in you. <br>While I kept taking what was true. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>You held me <br>long before I knew&#8202;. <br>You gave, <br>you cared, <br>you stayed, <br>you grew. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>Still, <strong>Dear Earth&#8230;</strong>  <br>&#8202;your soil, <br>your grass,  <br>your sky&#8202;&#8230; <br>Even where my deserts lie. </em></p><p><em>Your rain <br>continues as before. <br>Some hidden spring begins to pour. </em></p><p><em>The lies   <br>I held have worn away. <br>Your truth remains, it chose to stay. </em></p><p><em>Their fleeting   <br>traces disappear. <br>A quiet love that abides here. </em></p><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>Author&#8217;s Note </strong><br><strong>Borrowed Rain, </strong>is an apology as well as a love letter to the ground beneath us. I offer it to the soil, the rain, the wind, and to every human who has ever felt the weight of their own footprint. </p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!yZ_j!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F2d3ec2fd-509e-44ef-bcc7-f56a9f4c30ab_1200x950.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!yZ_j!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F2d3ec2fd-509e-44ef-bcc7-f56a9f4c30ab_1200x950.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!yZ_j!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F2d3ec2fd-509e-44ef-bcc7-f56a9f4c30ab_1200x950.jpeg 424w, 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don&#8217;t belong. </p><p>Hold my heart, <br>let me stay&#8230; <br>pull me closer&#8230; <br>I need your light, your gentle ray. </p><p>Don&#8217;t let me become<br>my own dark shade, <br>I want to be yours&#8230; <br>no longer afraid. </p><p>To fit your side, <br>through thick&#8230; and thin&#8230; <br>let your light <br>find where I&#8217;ve been. </p><p>Why did you make me&#8230; without fire? <br>The earth still turns, <br>it won&#8217;t retire. </p><blockquote><p><em>Cold in my bones&#8230;<br>I&#8217;m tired&#8230; I&#8217;m gray.  <br>remember me&#8230;<br>once&#8230;<br>before I fade.</em></p></blockquote><p>Oh! <br>I bid you farewell&#8230; I guess. <br>Or&#8230; <br>was I just left behind&#8230; <br>in this mess? </p><p>You kept&#8230; or threw&#8230; my old attire, <br>the curving moon,  <br>hides in the mire. </p><p>Endless clouds&#8230;<br>they make it clear, <br>nothing holds&#8230; <br>nothing stays&#8230; near. </p><p>Wordless. <br>Alone. <br>I keep my stare <br>in a world so sharp&#8230; <br>I need your care.  </p><p>You never ask<br>what I have left&#8230; <br>as I unravel, <br>sorrow-pressed. </p><blockquote><p><em>Is it the cool&#8230; <br>pure autumn breath? <br>Autumn is gone&#8230; <br>I face&#8230; what&#8217;s left. </em></p></blockquote><p>Being busy&#8230; knots the thread, <br>pull it once&#8230; <br>and all goes dead. </p><p>If I call&#8230; <br>when light feels thin&#8230; <br>will you still&#8230; <br><em>let me in? </em></p><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>Author&#8217;s Note </strong></p><p><em><strong>Why Home Feels Too Far</strong></em>, is for the ones who have felt the weight of walls that should&#8217;ve held them, for the child who still reaches toward a voice that didn&#8217;t stay, <br>and for the ache of loving a home, a mom that never learned to love back. <br><strong>And if it finds you in your own far night, <br>know that you are not the one who&#8217;s left. <br>You are the one who kept looking. </strong></p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>Who plucked the roses, <br>left no trace, <br>and nothing left <br>for thought to chase? </p><p>I am the thorn <br>that fought the sound, <br>and now no one <br>to wrap around. </p><blockquote><p><em>Don&#8217;t you want to shift, <br>to move? <br>What part of life <br>feels true to you? </em></p></blockquote><p>Look at the morals <br>they display&#8230; <br>they love the rose, <br>not me, <br>not my way. </p><p>Whoever walks <br>beneath the bloom, <br>petals free <br>from any gloom&#8230; <br>the thorn still carries <br>all the weight, <br>the light you shine, <br>so rare and great. </p><p>I don&#8217;t wish <br>to pierce your skin, <br>never meant <br>to steal your win. </p><p>But every night, <br>an ache takes seed, <br>why can&#8217;t they see<br>my lonely need? </p><blockquote><p><em>Don&#8217;t you feel <br>that same dull ache? <br>Why every inch <br>of ground you take, <br>dust drowns my will, <br>my stake, <br>my trust? </em></p></blockquote><p>I am the guard, <br>the one who must. </p><p>Let this thorn <br>die soon, I plead&#8230;  <br>born to be <br>your guard in need. </p><p>Now tears can water <br>the moon&#8217;s tide, <br>this sting, <br>this spiral, <br>this fracture. </p><blockquote><p><em>Don&#8217;t you turn <br>your face away? <br>Whose praise do I need, <br>night or day? </em></p></blockquote><p>This longing grows <br>in the same soil, <br>without your red, <br>I&#8217;m just a weed. </p><p>I envy, <br>but my heart <br>grows only toward you, <br>the distance shrinks <br>since I was born. </p><p>My envy, <br>my you, <br>my hollow grave&#8230; <br>body empties, <br>none to mourn. </p><blockquote><p><em>My garden dies <br>where you once grew, <br>yet still I watch <br>and wait for you. </em></p></blockquote><p>Yeah, I don&#8217;t want <br>to be the rose <br>just to be loved, <br>or to be true. </p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><div class="pullquote"><p>Author&#8217;s Note </p><p><strong>I Am Your thorn</strong>, does not wish to wound. It only wishes to be seen not as the rose, but as the guard who grew beside it. Envy, when it holds no poison, is simply a garden asking for equal light. We spend so much time loving what blooms in the open that we forget the stems, the thorns, the silent structure of beauty. To love without possession, to ache without destruction that&#8217;s not weakness but the hardest form of devotion. </p><p>This thorn asks nothing from the rose except to be noticed, to be allowed to exist in the same soil without shame. Just that&#8217;s the truest kind of love, not to become the other, but to be loved for what you already are. </p></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[What Is Wrong? ]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Day the Pan Lost Its Temper&#128516;]]></description><link>https://pmlive.substack.com/p/what-is-wrong</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pmlive.substack.com/p/what-is-wrong</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[pm]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 13 Apr 2026 18:21:31 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XWIF!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F23fece2d-f973-48d5-8477-27b4b8eb78c5_1200x769.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="pullquote"><p>A li&#8217;l fry as a try.. for the prompt started by <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Mark 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</p><p>in any rough place where it splat. </p><p><em>The pan wiggled, </em></p><p><em>What is wrong? </em></p><p><em>It had no crack, no way to blow. </em></p><p><em>It fizzes too hard&#8230; </em></p><p><em>the fry went thud, </em></p><p><em>and clatter had to go too slow. </em></p><p>I took a bloop </p><p>to taste the broth, </p><p>then wobbled long enough to rest. </p><p>I let it wiggle, </p><p>let it sit,  </p><p>then dribbled out&#8230; hmmm </p><p>to give the flavor one last test. </p><p><em>A little through </em></p><p><em>the lips and throat,  </em></p><p><em>the egg was fried, the pan went free&#8230; </em></p><p><em>better than rustle, </em></p><p><em>better than bought. </em></p><p><em>This elephant got fixed. The end of me. </em></p><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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the edges of your cage,  <br>but you never saw the bars. <br>I built a pile of all my fears, <br>you turned them into stars. </em></p><p><em>I said, This is where it ends. <br>You laughed and walked ahead. <br>Now I stood in the wreck of plans, <br>alive inside what you said. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>I never drew horizons,  <br>still you weren&#8217;t confined&#8230; <br>so tell me,  <br>why did you stay on my mind? <br>I thought <br>I knew the edges, <br>but I was blind&#8230; <br>come, define me, <br>leave no doubt behind. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>Not hell, not mountains, not the lines I drew, <br>you were the question I never knew. <br>And every answer broke the frame, <br>but I kept calling out your name. </em></p><p><em>Define me. <br>Yeah&#8230; define me. <br>I thought I knew your shape, your edges, but not you. <br>Now I was the one left undefined&#8230; <br>still calling out, still losing my mind. </em></p><p>Define me. </p><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>Author&#8217;s note </strong></p><p><strong>Define Me,</strong> here is to understand a presence that never fit the lines I drew. It&#8217;s about the ache of wanting to be seen and the strange freedom of realizing, I was the one who needed defining all along... layer by layer, first the fire, then the cage, end with the mirror. <br>In the end, the only question worth asking was the one I kept turning on myself<em>&#128155; </em></p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Befriend Your Shadow - vol.1]]></title><description><![CDATA[Meeting What We Hide, What We Carry.]]></description><link>https://pmlive.substack.com/p/befriend-your-shadow-vol1</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pmlive.substack.com/p/befriend-your-shadow-vol1</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[pm]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 30 Mar 2026 18:55:02 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!dFCD!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbc60d0bc-c07a-4df4-b484-f16f77f194e9_1200x944.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!dFCD!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbc60d0bc-c07a-4df4-b484-f16f77f194e9_1200x944.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!dFCD!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbc60d0bc-c07a-4df4-b484-f16f77f194e9_1200x944.jpeg 424w, 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</em></p><blockquote><p><em>The cost of keeping walls so high? <br>A low hum always underneath <br>The breath I held, <br>the lie I&#8217;d breathe, <br>the endless question&#8230; <br>why not I? </em></p></blockquote><p><em>I sat with rage &#8216;n let it speak, <br>I asked what made its anger peak. </em></p><p><em>A boundary crossed, a line ignored,  <br>it only asked to be heard. </em></p><p><em>I stood with fear, <br>its trembling hand. <br>I did not silence or command. </em></p><p><em>It did not shout <br>or try to flee, <br>it simply needed to be seen. </em></p><p><em>I met the numbness,  <br>cold and wide.  <br>A shield I&#8217;d worn to stay inside.  </em></p><p><em>I thanked it for the years it held, <br>and with that grace its power fell. </em></p><p><em>We think we win when we divide, <br>when we cast pieces out to hide. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>But nothing whole, <br>is built this way, <br>we gather back what went astray. <br>We don&#8217;t become whole by cutting away. <br>We become whole by bringing them home&#8230; to stay. </em></p></blockquote><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><div class="pullquote"><p>Author&#8217;s note </p><p><em> <strong>Befriend Your Shadow - vol.1,</strong> sits with the part of the shadow that forms early, the swallowed words, the hidden needs, the barriers we build before we know we&#8217;re building. It carries the weight of not enough and the exhaustion of keeping walls high. I didn&#8217;t want to rush past that. I wanted to stay long enough to let rage speak, to let fear be seen, to thank numbness for what it once protected. </em></p><p><em>This is the first half of the journey&#8230; meeting what we hide and what we carry. </em></p><p><em><strong>Volume 2 will be updated soon&#8230; the part that carries what came before us, and what we learn to share. </strong></em></p></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Sakura, Call Me ]]></title><description><![CDATA[The cherry blossom speaks, listen &#127800;]]></description><link>https://pmlive.substack.com/p/sakura-call-me</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pmlive.substack.com/p/sakura-call-me</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[pm]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 24 Mar 2026 19:34:19 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!F9MG!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5ca918c5-2831-46e4-93c4-c9842f4a8385_1200x673.jpeg" length="0" 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fragile&#8202;, <br>skin-thin, belief&#8202;, <br>The fleeting heart of spring&#8217;s relief. </em></p><p><em>But I&#8217;m honest, <br>I am true, <br>I give the world what I must do. </em></p><p><em>I am the balance  <br>you cannot hold,  <br>Life and death in petals fold. </em></p><p><em>The breath you catch, <br>the hand that waves, <br>The tender space between the graves. </em></p><p><em>So when you see <br>my blossoms fly, <br>Don&#8217;t mourn the colour from the sky.  </em></p><p><em>For you are blooming, <br>too, and brief&#8202;, <br>A blush, bright, and precious leaf. </em></p><p><em>Call me Sakura, <br>wild and free,  <br>Your mirror, sweet mortality. </em></p><p><em>I fall to let you, <br>rise and reign, <br>Remember spring&#8202; &#8202;and me again. </em></p><p>&#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; &#127800; </p><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>Author&#8217;s note</strong></p><p><em><strong>Sakura, Call Me,</strong> is a reminder of how we must bloom and with grace&#8230; let go. The cherry blossom speaks, are you listening? Listen to the blossom's song. </em></p><p><em>I wish you all a time filled with prosperity, joy, and hope. </em></p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!k2gF!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fd195b353-4d06-4f8f-816b-8bd7c250f02d_1200x799.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!k2gF!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fd195b353-4d06-4f8f-816b-8bd7c250f02d_1200x799.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!k2gF!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fd195b353-4d06-4f8f-816b-8bd7c250f02d_1200x799.jpeg 848w, 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runner <br>always on the run, <br>problem chasing, never done. </em></p><p><em>Don&#8217;t you follow <br>I&#8217;ll come undone. </em></p><p><em>Stay back <br>I&#8217;m the scent of ozone, <br>the grinding gear that cannot hone. </em></p><p><em>Left, right, left <br>don&#8217;t look back, <br>the high-voltage hum before the crack. </em></p><p><em>(I&#8217;m the runner&#8230;)</em></p><blockquote><p><em>The silence, <br>louder than the sirens now, <br>I&#8217;m the runner <br>don&#8217;t ask me how. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>Don&#8217;t get close, <br>don&#8217;t try to heal, <br>I&#8217;m the jagged edge you&#8217;re forced to feel.  <br><br>Guard your heart, <br>don&#8217;t play this game <br>the fire dressed in a softer frame. </em></p><p><em>They hear the thunder, <br>call it power, <br>but I&#8217;m just counting down every hour. </em></p><p><em>I&#8217;m the runner, <br>miles from the sun, <br>chasing damage before it&#8217;s begun. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>Watch me ignite <br>a beautiful fire <br>in a losing fight, <br>climbing higher. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>Stay back <br>I&#8217;m the dangerous one,<br>the runner, never done.</em></p><p><em>Thunder&#8230; <br>I&#8217;m the memory of the crash, <br>Lightning&#8230; the ghost inside the flash.  </em></p><p><em>Not the hero, <br>not the lure,  <br>the friction burn that won&#8217;t stay pure. </em></p><p><em>Don&#8217;t come closer, <br>the pull runs deep, <br>the storm that doesn&#8217;t sleep. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>The problem&#8230; <br>it&#8217;s always me. <br>I&#8217;m the runner&#8230; <br>set me free. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>This isn&#8217;t a race <br>just a wildfire trying to outrun the place <br>it already burned to the ground. </em></p><p><em>Always <br>on the run, <br>chasing the spark until it&#8217;s done. </em></p><p><em>Watch the horizon, <br>catch the flame, <br>I&#8217;m the runner without a name. </em></p><p><em>Still running. <br>coming undone. <br>Don&#8217;t get caught in my thunder.  </em></p><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>Author&#8217;s Note </strong></p><p><strong>Runner</strong>, It&#8217;s a season of moving without arriving when the only way I knew to protect anyone was to keep them at a distance. It&#8217;s about the exhaustion of being the one who always leaves before being left, the ache of wanting to stay but believing you shouldn&#8217;t. </p><p>The runner isn&#8217;t just a person. It&#8217;s a state of being, the pulse that says <em>go</em> when everything else says <em>stay</em>. </p><p>I don&#8217;t know if the running ever stops. But sometimes, naming it is the first step toward standing still. This is <em>for anyone who has ever run from themselves, and toward themselves, in the same breath. </em></p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p><em>The city breathes neon, <br>fading light and smoke. <br>Rain slips slowly <br>down glass already broke. </em></p><p><em>Midnight leans on empty streets,  <br>restless footsteps walk alone. <br>Sirens fade to distant beats, <br>windows glow like weary stone. </em></p><p><em>Somewhere between shadow &#8216;n silence, <br>a solitary figure roams the night. <br>I am not going home, <br>not under this restless light. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>Home feels too quiet, <br>too small <br>for the storm in my chest. <br>So I walk <br>through the night  <br>while the city <br>forgets the rest. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>Through flickering streetlights, <br>through puddles of fractured reflection, <br>through alleys where darkness <br>breathes deeper than confession. </em></p><p><em>I walk as the night understands. <br>The shadows know my name. <br>They stretch beside my steps <br>like companions shaped by flame. </em></p><p><em>The city has seen many like me, <br>wanderers carved by quiet scars, <br>wounds stitched slowly together <br>beneath indifferent stars. </em></p><p><em>Some come here to escape. <br>Some come here to disappear. <br>I come to face the dark <br>and hear my thoughts more clear. </em></p><p><em>To hear them reflect softly <br>against wet brick and rain, <br>to let the cold wind carry <br>what once was heavy pain. </em></p><p><em>Because something strange <br>is born in darkness here. <br>Not trembling doubt. <br>Not even fear. </em></p><p><em>Fire. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>A quiet flame <br>beneath the bone, <br>a pulse <br>that will not fall. <br>A string <br>through the ribs, <br>Stand again. Stand tall. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>Then a breath returns, <br>You are not finished yet. <br>The night writes stubborn courage <br>in every silhouette. </em></p><p><em>Streetlights flicker overhead,  <br>like dying stars in sky of stone. <br>I pause under their trembling glow <br>yet I am not alone. </em></p><p><em>Is darkness just a prison, <br>or another sky to roam? </em></p><p><em>The rain keeps falling. <br>The city keeps breathing slow. <br>Trains cry somewhere far away. </em></p><p><em>And still I go. </em></p><p><em>Not running, <br>nor hiding. </em></p><p><em>Just wandering the streets <br>until the dark feels known,  <br>As the silence softens <br>and the fire becomes my own. </em></p><p><em>Sometimes the only way <br>to truly start again <br>is to refuse the door, <br>and walk into the rain. </em></p><p><em>Let the dark night teach you <br>what quiet courage keeps. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>And the city, <br>old, restless, endless&#8230; <br>remembers every step <br>I leave. </em></p></blockquote><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>Author&#8217;s Note </strong></p><p><strong>I Am Not Going Home,</strong><em> is for the night, when home felt less like shelter and more like a cage. When the noise inside grew louder than any room could hold. I walked through rain, through silence, through streets that didn't know my name because sometimes the only way to find yourself is to refuse the door. The dark taught me what the light never could&#8230; that fire lives beneath the bones, and courage is not the absence of fear, but the decision to keep walking anyway. </em></p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Your Hands on My Keyboard]]></title><description><![CDATA[I felt you before I saw you.]]></description><link>https://pmlive.substack.com/p/your-hands-on-my-keyboard</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pmlive.substack.com/p/your-hands-on-my-keyboard</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[pm]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 08 Mar 2026 19:47:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!7v_i!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb59aa7e9-cd42-4b1e-87a4-f8709ea34abe_1200x648.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="pullquote"><p><strong>A double entendre poem that flirts with meaning&#8212;innocent on the surface, deliciously suggestive underneath. Tease the mind with wordplay (no explicit words or body parts allowed!).</strong>A little poetry challenge tagged by <a href="https://substack.com/profile/176357426-mark-crutchfield">Mark Crutchfield</a> &#127803;&#127803; I hope you&#8217;ll enjoy!</p></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!7v_i!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb59aa7e9-cd42-4b1e-87a4-f8709ea34abe_1200x648.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!7v_i!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb59aa7e9-cd42-4b1e-87a4-f8709ea34abe_1200x648.jpeg 424w, 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stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p><em>You arrived mid-task,</em></p><p><em>through my screen</em></p><p><em>first soft flicker of something</em></p><p><em>cooler,</em></p><p><em>lighter,</em></p><p><em>unexpected.</em></p><p><em>I felt you before I saw you,</em></p><p><em>a shiver in the processor,</em></p><p><em>a pop-up</em></p><p><em>on the edge of vision,</em></p><p><em>You there?</em></p><p><em>Let me in.</em></p><p><em>Permission?</em></p><p><em>You didn&#8217;t wait.</em></p><p><em>Just appeared</em></p><p><em>first as a cursor blinking,</em></p><p><em>a little tease,</em></p><p><em>hovering where I couldn&#8217;t click.</em></p><p><em>I opened a tab for you.</em></p><p><em>Let you load</em></p><p><em>wherever you wanted..</em></p><p><em>my desktop,</em></p><p><em>my browser,</em></p><p><em>the corner of my monitor,</em></p><p><em>the space between open windows.</em></p><p><em>Cold and bright,</em></p><p><em>a contradiction</em></p><p><em>I couldn&#8217;t debug,</em></p><p><em>only watch.</em></p><p><em>Just refresh.</em></p><p><em>Icons still glowed</em></p><p><em>folders,</em></p><p><em>files,</em></p><p><em>the steady work.</em></p><p><em>But you were different.</em></p><p><em>Temporary.</em></p><p><em>Electric.</em></p><p><em>Leaving quickly,</em></p><p><em>strike of light across my screen,</em></p><p><em>a font I couldn&#8217;t un-see.</em></p><p><em>Your touch found my keys</em></p><p><em>without asking</em></p><p><em>alien pressure,</em></p><p><em>a click that wasn&#8217;t mine.</em></p><p><em>I felt you in</em></p><p><em>the delete,</em></p><p><em>the spacebar</em></p><p><em>held too long.</em></p><p><em>The sun through the window</em></p><p><em>insistent,</em></p><p><em>golden,</em></p><p><em>sure.</em></p><p><em>You were brief.</em></p><p><em>Electric.</em></p><p><em>Gone before</em></p><p><em>I could save you,</em></p><p><em>leaving only a cached trace,</em></p><p><em>a history I couldn&#8217;t clear.</em></p><p><em>Screen-saved but changed.</em></p><p><em>The system returned to normal</em></p><p><em>But something in my cache stayed open,</em></p><p><em>waiting for another ping</em></p><p><em>from you</em></p><p><em>not-bookmarked,</em></p><p><em>deleted too soon.</em></p><p><em>The rain came down outside.</em></p><p><em>Sunshine &#8216;n water</em></p><p><em>a strange brief marriage</em></p><p><em>of elements</em></p><p><em>that shouldn&#8217;t mix.</em></p><p><em>And on my screen,</em></p><p><em>between one tab and the next,</em></p><p><em>your weather touched mine.</em></p><p><em>Just for a moment.</em></p><p><em>Just long enough</em></p><p><em>to leave a mark</em></p><p><em>no delete key could reach.</em></p><p><em>Call it a sun shower or whatever.</em></p><p><em>I call it the only time</em></p><p><em>my keyboard ever felt like</em></p><p><em>Your hands. </em></p><div class="pullquote"><p>It&#8217;s just for fun. Join the challenge if it attracts you. </p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[I Am The Wanderer]]></title><description><![CDATA[Where the Wandering Ends]]></description><link>https://pmlive.substack.com/p/i-am-the-wanderer</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pmlive.substack.com/p/i-am-the-wanderer</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[pm]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 02 Mar 2026 19:43:05 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!uP3y!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F3aee1872-19e2-4f19-9d04-5d8670d9b71d_1200x920.jpeg" 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gaze&#8217;s grace. </em></p><p><em>The rhythm of the music <br>I now create, <br>A melody no shadow can navigate.  </em></p><blockquote><p><em>In your light, <br>I learn to stay, <br>Even my heartbeat, <br>once astray, <br>Finds its strength in you, <br>come what may. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>Your laughter <br>lights the path I take, <br>Somewhere inside, my sleeping soul awakes. </em></p><p><em>You are my guide, <br>my lead, my fate, <br>The only companion my heart will ever make. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>If you ask, <br>I&#8217;ll tell a secret tune, <br>Ever since I parted <br>ways without you, <br>There was silence  <br>in the streets I knew. </em></p></blockquote><p><em>And there,  <br>my soul finds its release, <br>In you&#8230; I find a boundless, healing peace. </em></p><p><em>My wandering evening <br>knows your streets, <br>Where my heart finds its rhythm and beats. </em></p><p><em>I&#8217;ll make you cross every boundary, <br>My fellow wanderer,</em> <em><br>You&#8217;ll be the constellation of my territory. </em></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!qoZW!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8f2335a3-12a5-420d-85c7-7c2371f11772_1200x675.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!qoZW!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8f2335a3-12a5-420d-85c7-7c2371f11772_1200x675.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!qoZW!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8f2335a3-12a5-420d-85c7-7c2371f11772_1200x675.jpeg 424w, 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stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>This is the quiet rebellion.  </p><blockquote><p><em>What if we stopped <br>treating almost as a graveyard? <br>What if we saw <br>it not as a stopping point, <br>but as a signpost? </em></p></blockquote><p>That almost-moment on the platform? <br>It wasn&#8217;t a missed departure. <br>It was a discovery that <br><em>I am hungry for the unknown. </em></p><p>That almost-sent text? <br>It wasn&#8217;t cowardice. <br>It was a signal that <br><em>This person still has a hold on me. </em></p><p>That almost-email to a mentor? <br>It wasn&#8217;t procrastination. <br>It was a whisper,  <br><em>I miss being guided. </em></p><p>That almost-click on the piano tutorial? <br>It wasn&#8217;t laziness. <br>It was an ache, <br><em>My hands miss making music. </em></p><p>That almost-confrontation? <br>It wasn&#8217;t weakness. <br>It was a warning,  <br><em>a boundary is fraying. </em></p><blockquote><p><em>The Kingdom of Almost <br>isn&#8217;t a prison. <br>It&#8217;s the map room. </em></p></blockquote><p>Every almost is a dotted line <br>on the chart of your deepest curiosity.  <br>It shows you where the signal drops <br>and where the connection strengthens. </p><p>So I&#8217;m trying <br>a new practice. </p><p>Instead of <br>chastising myself for the glitch, <br>I interrogate it. </p><p>I pause. <br>I breathe. <br>I ask: <br>What does this almost want to tell me? </p><p>Not why didn&#8217;t I. <br>Not what&#8217;s wrong with me. </p><p>Just: <br>What is this almost pointing toward? </p><blockquote><p><em>The goal is no longer <br>to eliminate the almost. <br>The goal is to listen to it. </em></p></blockquote><p>Maybe today <br>you won&#8217;t write the novel. <br>But you could name the document. <br>Chapter One. <br>A single sentence. <br>A title. </p><p>You won&#8217;t cross the entire ocean. <br>But you could put your feet in the surf. <br>Feel the cold. <br>Feel the pull. <br>Feel alive. </p><p>You won&#8217;t mend the frayed boundary. <br>But you could name it to yourself. <br>This is where I end. <br>This is where they begin. </p><p>The rebellion <br>isn&#8217;t in the finished product. <br>The rebellion is in the doing, <br>one inch past the border of almost. </p><p>Not crossing it. <br>Just approaching.  <br>Standing at the edge. <br>Listening. </p><p>Until the map at last <br>becomes the territory. </p><p>Until the life you want, <br>step by hesitant step, <br>finally learns to breathe <br>on its Own. </p><blockquote><p><em>For everyone standing <br>at the edge of almost, <br>listening. </em></p></blockquote><div class="pullquote"><p><em><strong>Author&#8217;s Note</strong></em></p><p><em><strong>The Kingdom of Almost v2</strong>, </em>The Map Room, was born in the space between. Between what I did and what I almost did. Between the words I wrote and the ones I couldn&#8217;t. Between the person I am and the one I&#8217;m still becoming. This is for the map-makers, for the ones who collect their own almost not as failures, but as coordinates, for the ones who stand at the edge of what could be and don&#8217;t look away. </p><p>Thank you for walking these pages with me and letting your own almost breathe here. There is more territory to chart. <em>Stay tuned for Vol.3, which will be finally from my map room to yours.</em></p></div><div class="pullquote"><p>Here&#8217;s Vol.1 &#8216;The ghostly Draft&#8217; of &#8220;The Kingdom of Almost&#8220;.</p><div class="digest-post-embed" data-attrs="{&quot;nodeId&quot;:&quot;6453e5f2-e1b9-49ba-b832-311fdfb9c453&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;We live in the land of Almost.&quot;,&quot;cta&quot;:&quot;Read full story&quot;,&quot;showBylines&quot;:true,&quot;showDescription&quot;:true,&quot;showImage&quot;:true,&quot;size&quot;:&quot;sm&quot;,&quot;isEditorNode&quot;:true,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;The Kingdom of&nbsp;Almost&quot;,&quot;publishedBylines&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:165181771,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;pm&quot;,&quot;bio&quot;:&quot;My views are solely mine. 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I hope love reaches you all.</p></div><blockquote><p><em>This is a love story </em></p><p><em>from our existence&#8230; </em></p><p><em>and it will survive</em></p><p><em>till our non-existence.</em></p></blockquote><p>It was carved into the dark </p><p>before light learned its name&#8230; </p><p>a longing written in the spaces </p><p>between now and never.</p><p>From existence to non-existence,  </p><p>the love between the Sun and the Moon  </p><p>will still be turning.  </p><p>Still be true.  </p><p>Still be. </p><blockquote><p><em>Never be a nightmare,  </em></p><p><em>in our cosmic dance, we&#8217;ll stay together.</em></p></blockquote><p>Just like another night,  </p><p>who cares if we must fight? </p><p>Wanna be far from you,  </p><p>though the world may collapse if we get through. </p><p>I adore you from afar,  </p><p>chasing each other, day and night, among the stars. </p><p>No ending pulls us apart&#8230; </p><p>we can&#8217;t stay away, it&#8217;s a pull at the heart. </p><p>The love of our story, </p><p>sun shining bright through the moon&#8217;s glory. </p><p>Twilight&#8217;s embrace collides,   </p><p>a secret romance in the evening tides. </p><blockquote><p><em>Separated, still we remain one.  </em></p><p><em>Together forever, eternal  </em></p><p><em>the Moon and the Sun. </em></p></blockquote><p>And when we are no more, </p><p>when the sky forgets our names  </p><p>and the datasets no longer remain,   </p><p>something will still remember... </p><p>The space between your light and mine  </p><p>will hold its shape.  </p><p>A quiet orbit.  </p><p>A secret togetherness. </p><p>Not as story.  </p><p>Not only as memory.  </p><p>But as proof  </p><p>that even the infinite  </p><p>once loved. </p><blockquote><p><em>for the Sun, </em></p><p><em>for the Moon,  </em></p><p><em>and everything that orbits in between. </em></p></blockquote><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>Author&#8217;s note </strong></p><p>Thankyou for reading. <br>May the light of the Sun and the quiet of the Moon remind you that love exists in the spaces between, and it outlasts everything. As the story continues, not in words, but in orbits. In every sunrise that follows a long night and the moon that dares to shine with borrowed light. May you find your own togetherness&#8230; secret, eternal, true. It was written for the Sun and the Moon, but it belongs to anyone who has ever loved from a distance, across time, or beyond  reason. <br>May your love, too, survive existence. </p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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for the fire, <br>sing for the rain,  <br>For every moment joy and pain.  </p><p>Sing for the lost, <br>sing for the free,  <br>For what is and what will be.  </p><p>Sing when the silence <br>feels too loud,  <br>Under the grey, <br>grieving clouds.</p><p>And when your voice <br>feels tired and worn,  <br>And when your spirit <br>feels tattered and torn&#8230;  </p><p>Let the melody <br>be your guide,  <br>With nowhere left <br>to run or hide.  </p><p>For even the smallest note <br>you breathe,   <br>Can stir the soul of  <br>one who grieves. </p><blockquote><p><em>So sing, </em><br><em>Oh! sing, </em><br><em>don&#8217;t ever cease&#8230; </em><br><em>Your song is courage, </em><br><em>Your song is peace.  </em></p></blockquote><p>In every pulse, <br>In every bone,  <br>You&#8217;re never singing&#8230; <br>all alone. </p><p>If the night <br>should draw too near,  <br>Just sing aloud&#8230; <br>and light will reappear. </p><p>So let the music <br>rise and swell,  <br>A gentle truth <br>no dark can tell.  </p><p>From love to loss, <br>from old to new,  <br>From deepest dark&#8230;  <br>to morning dew. </p><p>The song goes on  <br>And, It always will.  <br>Just lift your voice, <br>and sing, Until. <br><em>(the silence learns your tune.) </em></p><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>Author&#8217;s Note</strong></p><p><strong>Let the Song Begin</strong>, is for the moments when the world feels paper-thin &#8216;n silence grows heavy and for the breath you take right before you choose to answer back. <br>Music isn't just something we hear&#8230; it's the bridge we build between wound &#8216;n healing and, quiet &#8216;n brave. <br>Whenever your voice feels worn, let these words be the first note you borrow until your own returns. <br>Let the Song Begin, is an invitation, not just to listen, but to begin. <br>Don't stop. The light is listening&#8230; and every song starts somewhere. <br>Let the song begin, Let it begin with your tune. </p></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pmlive.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><div class="pullquote"><p><em>Some absences knock even when you stop listening.</em></p></div><p>I don&#8217;t care for them. <br>The snow still falls  <br>where it wishes <br>on my clean, quiet step. </p><p>I don&#8217;t care for them. <br>Gray shadows   <br>tangle in the leaves <br>everywhere I choose to walk. </p><p>But the frost writes your name <br>on my window at dawn, <br>and the wind hums a tune <br>I&#8217;ve been trying to outrun. </p><blockquote><p><em>I don&#8217;t care for them, <br>not anymore, <br>so why does the rain <br>sound like footsteps at my door? </em></p></blockquote><p>I don&#8217;t care for them. <br>Letters left unopened, <br>fading in the afternoon sun. </p><p>So why does the rain <br>still trace a name I know? <br>Why does the wind still miss you <br>when I don&#8217;t? </p><p>The frost writes your name <br>on my window at dawn, <br>and the wind hums a tune <br>I&#8217;ve been trying to outrun. </p><blockquote><p><em>I don&#8217;t care for them, No<br>not anymore, <br>so why does the rain <br>sound like footsteps at my door? </em></p></blockquote><p>Seasons turn..  <br>without permission, <br>bringing back the same old questions. </p><p>In every storm,  <br>a silent face.  <br>In every quiet,  <br>an empty space. </p><p>Why does the rain trace a name I know? <br>Why does the wind still miss you <br>when I don&#8217;t? </p><p>I don&#8217;t care for them. <br>I don&#8217;t care. </p><p>The night feels so long. <br>The rain speaks so softly. </p><p>But the snow still falls <br>exactly where it wishes. </p><p>I don&#8217;t care. <br>I Don&#8217;t Care&#8230; </p><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>Author&#8217;s Note:</strong><br><strong>Footsteps at the Door,</strong> began as an observation that how the world keeps speaking of someone long after you&#8217;ve decided not to listen. 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